Oblivion

It kills me slowly now,
It poisons me each day,
Seems like I don’t exist,
I’m fine, I’m just okay…

Can’t spend a single day
Without it – I’m addicted,
But I don’t wanna quit;
Don’t think that I’m a victim!

It tastes so sweet and nice,
I long for more and more,
Don’t stare into my eyes,
Please, leave or just ignore!

I’m strong but I’m too weak,
It makes me feel so free,
Well, maybe, I’m a freak,
Don’t argue, just agree!

Please, show me something better,
Is there another way?
So can you find a reason
To throw this stuff away?