Oblivion

It kills me slowly now,
It poisons me each day,
Seems like I don’t exist,
I’m fine, I’m just okay…

Can’t spend a single day
Without it – I’m addicted,
But I don’t wanna quit;
Don’t think that I’m a victim!

It tastes so sweet and nice,
I long for more and more,
Don’t stare into my eyes,
Please, leave or just ignore!

I’m strong but I’m too weak,
It makes me feel so free,
Well, maybe, I’m a freak,
Don’t argue, just agree!

Please, show me something better,
Is there another way?
So can you find a reason
To throw this stuff away?

The Train Monologue

…Fields and trees,
Tell me, please,
Why so numb and cold it feels…
Cannot stay,
Can’t run away,
Dying for him is my fate…

Lonely heart
Fell apart,
I knew it from the very start.
Was it just my fantasy?
I’m not guilty, no, not me…

Stop the train,
Kill this pain,
Learn to breathe and smile again!
There’s no meaning in this life,
But it shouldn’t make you cry…